Posted by: theboardbitch | June 6, 2008

insight.

I have realized that little hurts more than realizing that you are no longer wanted or very welcome in a place that you have built to be a safe haven for you and your friends.

All I can do is move on.


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  1. Meleesa, Hugs. I dont think you are a bad person by any means. I just think sometimes you go about things the hard way. It seems to me that you have led a life of disappointments and b/c of all that you are just used to being let down by people. And this has happened for so long that you now expect people to let you down, or not want you. Now, i know nothing of your past but this is just my view from the outside. If you expect people are gonna think you are a bitch, or they are gonna let you down, or leave you….then they will. I, in general, love your sense of humor. I do not like how you always push people away. Im sure you do this as a defense mechanism to keep from being hurt. Although I didnt agree with calling Jules that, I dont in any way hate you or wish you to leave. If you need a break, I completely understand. And if you need to talk, or ever decide to want to let me in….Im here. I know you tend to keep most people at arms length, but Im here if you need someone to pull closer.
    Jen (olapd)


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